Copyright is owned by the Author of the thesis. Permission is given for a copy to be downloaded by an individual for the purpose of research and private study only. The thesis may not be reproduced elsewhere without the permission of the Author. A TABLE OF METAPHORS: THE VISUAL REPRESENTATION OF CHRONIC ILLNESS A thesis presented in partial fulfilment of the requirements for the degree of Masters of Arts In Social Anthropology At Massey University, Albany New Zealand Ruth Elizabeth Anne Gibbons 2010 ABSTRACT For people who live with Myalgic Encephalomyelitis / Chronic Fatigue Syndrome, Fibromyalgia and Multiple Chemical Sensitivity syndrome illness is a hidden construct. The body does not display the chronicity of the internal experience. This thesis removes the barrier between what is experienced and what is visible by creating visual means of communicating the body’s hidden experience. The place of the viewer is part of this discussion. Through visual methods digital photographic techniques and the current interest in sensory anthropology the embodied sensory chronic illness experience is explored. The hidden experiences were made visual creating “MeBoxes” and masks which showed both the external and embodied internal experiences of chronic illness. As the process of working with and walking beside the participants developed, I found that the discourse on imaging within the literature was inadequate to show the real lived experiences of those with chronic illness. My interactions with the people of this thesis and the process of honouring their experiences required a model that would encourage the viewer to new and perhaps unrealised depths of participation to understand the participant’s multi-faceted and multi-layered experiences. Part of the discussion is the ability of images to communicate sensory experience as is the case with Munch’s The Scream and Picasso’s Guernica. Through the use of a hypertextual self-scape I show how participants created access to their experiences through their visual representations and through a collaborative approach became composite hypertextual self-scape metaphors. ACKNOWLEDGEMENTS I would like to begin by thanking my participants for their involvement in this unusual process. Your enthusiasm for the project and your willingness to share your experiences has made this thesis possible. Thank you to the Graduate Research Fund at Massey Albany who made it possible for me to do this research through their financial support. Thank you to the Association of Social Anthropologists New Zealand’s Kakano Fund Award for their financial support in printing this thesis. Thank you to my supervisor Dr. Eleanor Rimoldi who supported my unusual research method and encouraged me throughout the process. To my second supervisor Dr. Kathryn Rountree who encouraged me to polish my thesis and make it shine. I would also like to thank my markers for their supportive comments and encouragement. Last but not least my family who have supported me throughout the ups and downs of the thesis process and especially to my proof reader and sanity supervisor, also known as Mum. CONTENTS LIST OF ILLUSTRATIONS CHAPTER 1 – INTRODUCTION ……………………………..Pg 1 TOPIC AND APPROACH 1 CHAPTER OVERVIEW 2 PERSONAL INTEREST 5 RESEARCH FOCUS 6 CHAPTER 2 - WORDS AND VISION ………………………Pg. 7 WHAT IS CHRONIC ILLNESS? 7 VISUAL ANTHROPOLOGY 13 WHY THE VISUAL IN RELATION TO CHRONIC ILLNESS 16 COMMUNICATING THROUGH THE VISUAL 20 LOOKING IN: VISUAL IMAGES AND SEEING 22 IMAGES AND ART 23 THE POLITICS OF VISION 25 SUMMARY 27 CHAPTER 3 - METHOD AND PRACTISE …..…………..Pg. 29 CARE OF PARTICIPANTS 30 SUPPORT GROUPS 31 INTERVIEW SESSION ONE :“MeBOX” 36 MASKS 40 INTERVIEW SESSION TWO: PHOTOGRAPHIC METHOD 42 PHOTOGRAPHIC PRACTICE 43 THE MISSING 44 IMAGES OF CHRONIC ILLNESS 45 SUMMARY 46 CHAPTER 4 - OBJECTS, NARRATIVE AND HYPERTEXT.PG. 47 THE DISADVANTAGE OF MIRRORS 47 THE HYPERTEXTUAL SELF-SCAPE 48 “MeBOXES”: HYPERTEXTUAL SELF-SCAPE 53 MULTIPLE FRAMES OF REFLECTION 60 SELF-SCAPES OF LOSS 66 SELF-SCAPES AND EMBODIED EXPERIENCE 71 SUMMARY 76 CHAPTER 5 - MASKS AS REFLEXIVE HYPERTEXTUAL SELF- SCAPES. …………………………………………..……………Pg. 77 HYPERTEXTUAL MASKS 77 ON THE OUTSIDE NOT LOOKING IN – HIDDENNESS 78 ON THE INSIDE 86 VIEWING IMAGES 94 SUMMARY 110 CHAPTER 6 - THE HYPERTEXTUAL SELF-SCAPE: BEYOND THE SURFACE ………………………Pg. 111 HYPERTEXTUAL SELF-SCAPE: Through the Surface 112 WHY ART? WHY THE VISUAL. 113 DIGITAL TECHNOLOGY 115 DIGITAL IMAGINING 117 PARTICIPANT, RESEARCHER, VIEWER = Reflexive process 118 PART 2 - SENSORY DIALOGUE 122 COMPOSITE HYPERTEXTUAL SELF-SCAPE METAPHORS 125 SUMMARY 186 CHAPTER 7 - CONCLUSION ………………………………..Pg. 189 WHY THE HYPERTEXTUAL SELF-SCAPE 190 METHODOLOGICAL ISSUES 191 COMPOSITE IMAGES 194 XENOTROPIC MURINE LEUKAEMIA VIRUS-RELATED VIRUS 198 SENSORY ANTHROPOLOGY 198 CREATIVITY, MEDICAL ANTHROPOLOGY AND VISUAL ANTHROPOLOGY 199 APPENDICES TERMINOLOGY BIBLIOGRAPHY LIST OF ILLUSTRATIONS CHAPTER 3 Image 3.1 Pg 34 Image 3.2 Pg 38 Image 3.3 Pg 40 CHAPTER 4 Figure 4.1 Pg 51 Figure 4.2 Pg 52 Figure 4.3 Pg 62 Image 4.1 Pg 63 Image 4.2 Pg 64 Image 4.3 Pg 66 Image 4.4 Pg 67 Image 4.5 Pg 68 Image 4.6 Pg 69 Image 4.7 Pg 71 Image 4.8 Pg 72 Image 4.9 Pg 74 Image 4.10 Pg 75 Image 4.11 Pg 76 CHAPTER 5 Image 5.1 Pg 81 Image 5.1a Pg 98 Image 5.1b Pg 99 Image 5.2 Pg 82 Image 5.2a Pg 90 Image 5.2b Pg 100 Image 5.2c Pg 101 Image 5.3 Pg 84 Image 5.3a Pg 93 Image 5.3b Pg 102 Image 5.3c Pg 103 Image 5.4 Pg 85 Image 5.4a Pg 70 Image 5.4b Pg 104 Image 5.4c Pg 105 Image 5.5 Pg 85 Image 5.5a Pg 88 Image 5.5b Pg 106 Image 5.5c Pg 107 Image 5.6 Pg 86 Image 5.6a Pg 92 Image 5.6b Pg 108 Image 5.6c Pg 109 Image 5.7 Pg 89 Image 5.7a Pg 110 CHAPTER 6 Image 6.1 Pg 129 Image 6.2 Pg 129 Image 6.3 Pg 130 Image 6.4 Pg 137 Image 6.5 Pg 137 Image 6.6 Pg 137 Image 6.7 Pg 138 Image 6.8 Pg 143 Image 6.9 Pg 144 Image 6.10 Pg 145 Image 6.11 Pg 150 Image 6.12 Pg 150 Image 6.13 Pg 151 Image 6.14 Pg 156 Image 6.15 Pg 156 Image 6.16 Pg 156 Image 6.17 Pg 157 Image 6.18 Pg 162 Image 6.19 Pg 163 Image 6.20 Pg 167 Image 6.21 Pg 167 Image 6.22 Pg 167 Image 6.23 Pg 168 Image 6.24 Pg 173 Image 6.25 Pg 174 Image 6.26 Pg 180 Image 6.27 Pg 180 Image 6.28 Pg 180 Image 6.29 Pg 180 Image 6.30 Pg 180 Image 6.31 Pg 181 APPENDICIES “MeBox” Pg i The Scream Pg ii